Oh man I can't believe it's x-mas already(well in a couple days anyway)Im kinda stressed out. I have been making cookies and candy and have been looking around for gifts to make or hand down. Having two kids isn't as hard as I thought it would be. Jesse is a real good content baby and Daryk seems to understand that he can't be rough, although he is still real loud when the baby is sleeping,but Jesse will just have to learn to live with it. Daryk seems to be regressing just a little. he has been going poop in his pants and then has been telling me he is a baby. he also told me to take jesse back after he asked when jesse was going bye bye. other than that the no sleep thing is the worst,but im doing ok i take little naps. well i will be writing more soon..

Giving Birth

Well I had the baby. Jesse Ardon Baker, Born Tuesday Dec-12-06 at 4:42pm. 6 lbs 14 ounces, 21 inches long. It was sure hard work. I did it with almost no meds. We got to the Hospital at about 6:45 and they started giving me the patosin(sp?) at about 7:45, they broke my water around 11:00, I got one dose of meds(naproxcin)at 1:20 and Jesse was born at 4:42. Now the meds I got all they did was make me feel high and relaxed. I still could feel every little thing, and by about 3:30 it had wore off and I couldn't get more untill 4:30.By the time 4:30 came around I was dialated to 8 and they couldn't give me more or it would go right to the baby and cause breathing problems, so I broke down and well was screaming for an epidural, but by the time they called the epidural in Jesse was comming(about5 min after they told me I was 8 centimeters)The doctor that was supposed to deliver jesse was delivering another baby over at St.Johns So they had to call in another doctor who was at the Baylis building. He had to RUN over to deliver Jesse.One really Good push later,screaming the whole time of course, Jesse Popped out.So in all it was a good expirence a painfull one but a good one. It was sure worth it Jesse is a really good baby, he only cries when he is hungry and he sleeps decent at night.He's cute too. Daryk is pretty good around him and likes to hold him(with help of course) Oh but I don't think another one is in the near future.

get over it

Paul is my husband I can talk shit about him all I want, but you can't. It's like when a black guy calls another black guy a nigga it's all cool but when a white guy calls a black guy a nigga it's different. Get it. Oh and it's the concept with the beer, how would you like it if I thought you were getting to high and took it upon myself to dispose of your weed? Being high and dumb gets just as old as being drunk and Belligerent. Hey it's all good though I know how to forgive and forget so it's over let's just drop the whole thing because in the end we are all family right, and family needs to stick together. I mean we got bigger problems right. What the hell are we doing fighting each other when all we really want is peace. Love, Peace, and Family is all that really matters. See ya later guys..I love all of you.

First Blog

Ok this is my first blog and I don't have much to say, but I didn't want to leave it blank.
I am going to be induced on Tuesday December 11th at 7am. It's about time to have this baby.